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i know.....i t has been a long long long time since i write!i just don't have the time. i am freaking sad and dissapointed with my grade yesterday.out of 10, i only get 5 for my 1st draft academic writing! arghhhhhhhhhh! i ma so fed up! why? why? why? what happened to my english!!!!!i feel so stupid right now.
but..thank goodness, a thing covered up this bad moment of mine. i get to go for the finel round in sajak. but i am still uoset with my english.
i just hope that my last draft....will be a success to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i am so stressed out!

long long time!!!

it has a long long long time!man!i am so busy with my assigmnets!and friends! and boyfriend!not to be forgotten..huhu...i am brainless!i can't think of anything interesting to write right now! my brain is crawling slowly to achieve whatever i needed! i am going insane for the first time. having so much assignments. i take back whatever that my dad said. Quoted " life in the university is much fun then in the high school". so not!!! although there is the fun part of it!so fun!haha. by the way, i am supposed to finish this semester in 4 to 5 months time. but they bring it forward like a month if im not mistaken. that makes me even more worst. i have to chase for everything and keep up with anything that come towards me.
but after a month!i think i can adapt better!hehe..silly me right. whatever it is.hopefully i get to finish my assignmnents, get dialogue right for my mock meeting, my presentation superb for my report writing and lastly my grammar and vocab for my academic writing must be WOW enough for the lecturer!
BON vaYAge!!
im out.>>

think stupid

hey everyone!!!another thinking to do! but not as hard as the others because it is stupid!haha..okay...not so funny maybe. without further a due, let me start the thinking about this topic. why do you think that you have to think and act stupid? not to frequent of course. it is sometimes good to be stupid in front of smart people! sounds stupid is it?..i know.i know..well, no one in this world that you favour all the time. if two smart people are in the same room and have a disagreement about something. we all know what will happen next. here, blah..there blah...unstoppable argue! so..to end it quickly..act STUPID! people get annoy easily with them who do silly and stupid thing continuously. do the faces and signals as if you don't understand a single thing that come out from her or his mouth. obviously, smart people are not equal with stupidity! he or she may just walk out from the kitchen because they can't stand the heat of your silliness.but if you have a anyone like my mom. believe me..it ain't gonna work! teachers.lecturers, pedagogues,pedagogue whatever you call them...don't try this with them!the next thing you know..you'll be getting a free lecture from them..

P/S:shhh....don't tell my mom about this;(

think fat

think fat...i am not insulting anyone nor anything! when it comes to the word "fat". always think positive!fat is the most gorgeous word in the dictionary. everybody loves the word fat! don't you believe me..see this..between Big Mac and Soy Burger which one would you choose? i thought so!the BIG MAC! do you want to know why because they are freaking delicious and high in calories and FATS!!! everyone loves a good fat. well..actually...everyone usually loves the bad fat. who doesn't love saturated fats and trans fat? we live with them practically every-single-day! plus..we, the females..always go on and on about our weight. i agree with that because i am one of them!hehe..accordance to that, we are afraid to eat so much. scared that we may bloated with no reason and no man is there to look or flirt with us.me!huhu....think no more...say no more....which is why we have to think fat most of the time.it is actually good! when you think you are fat....you tend to buy a slightly bigger size..well,most of us...and you somehow will be happy!when u try it one...after lying the clothes in your wardrobe for a while!you will be like " hey!i've put down some weight! this is loose!" haha...well...i better stop now!

*Think like a bitch*

everyone wants to be human beings with good deeds. there is no doubt there! but being too good isn't working these days! there is no harm in being bitchy once in a while! i am not saying that it is not good being solicitous. but......sometimes being good can eat you alive!i mean it! what is the point of being what people like about you and suddenly when you open the door, a stranger come right in front of you and stab you deep! do you really want to live your way like that? think back. you don't want people to put crap all over you. you have to show the another personality of yours! be brave to speak out your mind! you don't want your peers to take credits for everything that you have done! sometimes you have to be self-centered. decimate everyone that tries to put your side away. believe in yourself. do not ever let people pass you by and say it to your face. stood up for yourself when you think it is the right time. just be a bitch!and you will fine the pleasure of it.


P/S: but not most of the times of peeps just might hate u ;)

think banana

think banana. why think banana? why did i change my name...let c...1st,because i love banana so much! banana split, banana slush, banana milk shake, banana cake and everything that has got to do with BANANA. what do you see when you look at a Banana? a fruit with yellow skin and another yellow flesh inside. that is what everybody think! have you ever thought out of the box when it comes to Banana. take this for instance, HONDA use BANANA for their ad campaign. isn't that creative or what?! and its slogan THE POWER OF DREAMS really applied here! imagination is more powerful than knowledge. i am not saying that those with knowledge are nothing but if you add up knowledge and imagination. you will get a magnificent human being! even a small thing or the silliest thing to us can become the most brilliant idea ever! never underestimate the power of "nothingness". haha. plus, BANANA is yellow in colour. i mean who doesn't love bright colours. like in fashion, they always say "never be afraid to be bright". yellow is definitely an attention getter! anyone who loves attention should put yellow in their list! in conclusion, what i am trying to show here is that always care about the details of everything. a small thing could change your life forever!ciao!

i always feel that everything is going to end here. but no! every single thing keeps bringing me to some where else. can you love more that 1 person? are u allowed to do that? is that a crime? until now...still searching for the right answer to this. and are you allowed to hurt someone's feeling in order to care for the other one?i am confused when it comes to feelings and love. i am so gullible!
say A and i will believe you on the spot! well, the unusual stuff of course.