believe in yourself?believe it or not?
i am not sure with this statement that's been haunting me forever...well not forever forever to be precise...
well let just say that everyone has their own dreams they want to achieve and so do i.
i have this dream of becoming a well known and the best of the best writer or an editor...
but i don't seems to have that characteristics of being one and why is that? because i do not have faith in myself. this dream of mine is so unattainable! i am not the king of grammar! i am not the dictionary! i may be full of imagination on how to write this and that. but once my pen is in my hand. nothing came out! and from knowing it all...i am completely nothing!
plus, after i've been thinking a lot. i realize that this profession is pretty damn demanding! so you either have to the BEST or you're out! i am this close to shut my book! but later i realize, hey! why not try? no harm right? this is one of the job that you get to speak out for yourself! and i don't see the bad side of it!
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